To Be Us

There

I saw it 

I saw

My heart breaking

She was with him

His hands touching her

His ears hearing her

His lips

Too much

I wanted to possess her

Possess her time

I wanted her and I to be us

I did not want 

Them

To think of them being them

Was

To feel my heart mutilated

My body felt limp and useless

I felt useless

She was everything

And without her I was

Nothing

Difficult times

Until it passed

Then I was whole again

When we were us

Forever

I made it